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October 19, 2006

Et tu (insert name) ? Languish in Misery

Our lips nearly touch as walls disintigrate around us
We are left naked to our desire-based emotions bared as wires,
Will we exits after we touch?
will I ever be your anything?
we stand before the edge of the world and look up,
the black starless sky is beakoning to us
"play for an eternity in the childhood that was never yours"
You can be free of pain and heartache.
We slip into the void the mortal frame disintigrates,
I kiss you at the apex of maelstrom.
Those poor souls who will never know what we have.
Are we dying or dead, I will never know for when I am with you,
My Love, I could never feel heartache or pain.

The cinders of our destroyed and bitter world swirl around us.

my voice echoes like a gunshot through a childs head
you stop and turn
we draw closer and our breath hangs in the air,
our zipper-like lives crashing together,

We stop out existence and begin our new life,
Void of past transgressions, you lips curl into a smile.

October 14, 2006

regular messages, again

It's been sometime since I jsut sat down and typed a regular blog updating everyone about the goings on in my life. I just finished my first research proposal for my mass media research class. That sucked. It has been a while since I actually had to work for something, but I guess it's time that I put my nose to the grindstone and get back to working while I'm at school. Oh, speaking of work I need to find a job, relatively quickly. So, if anyone knows anyone that is hiring or at least interviewing let me know. Adios amigos!
-Colin