hasta el fin del tierra

We walked, holding hands, while the world disentigrated around us.
we slip into despair and lie on our backs as
We become the universe and seep into the sky as night falls.
the leaves fall off the trees now darkened by gaia's beautiful suicide.

our lips touch as dust fills our mouths.

I will be with you always my love.
We transcend space but never time.
victims of perception.
your beauty will never die i tell you,
as your flesh is pierced by cold and death.
I wanted to be with you always but only could pay the ferryman for one.

my gift to you.

I am the Rabbit, lost in the grey skies between time and form.
Angels will kiss your eyes while you sleep

tres images et tres moments|colin

3 images| 3 moments | Colin Maynes
Moment 1 (Pectus Pectoris Effrego)
Heartbreak incarnate
I'm nothing, only your memories
Your Heartache, let me be your joy and pain.
Please let me haunt you as scent on your pillow.
Say you live for me, but I am gone.
Ghost on a stage.
Destroyed by a single kiss
I write you from between dreams and life.
You read and cry
Our hearache flows like a river of crushed velvet
Into sands of time.

Moment 2 (Propinquus quod Lacrima)
I am broken,
Nothing left but dried water.
Ash and Sand
Mix with the breath of the living.
I am memory.
Pour your waterfall sins into me.
My silver shimmering soul becomes a void.
I am the blanket of cold,
And Guilt chills.
Lives incomplete and memories
Flutter as dying moths trying to reach the candle.
Cold is feeling and
Rapture the Epitome.
Havok the dream.

Moment 3 (Decumbo Divum)
Dust and Nations fall as
This kiss goes on forever.
Your lips leave and the tender
Departure is the beautiful goodbye.
I need a ticket for two,
But I can only pay the ferryman
With one coin.
I fall, dark and cold poured upon me.
The sun will never warm my fingers again.
The Way is not light but Love.
I know the truth now, my imagined pain
Disappears and "I" become Energy and Ether
Everywhere and nowhere,
But only in your mind.

Image 1 (Estrellas parecen mas bonita que el Sol)
Night falls and I ask you,
My love, "what is Real?"
You disappear and stars fill your void.
Time swallows me and
Nurses my heartache to misery.
I scream at the abyss of night and realize the you,
My love, are the universe.
The Reality I have come to be.
The perception which has become my realization.


Image 2 (Foraminis)
I am the Soul of Nothing,
The black stars at night,
The dried Sea.
Existence only Percetion.
Souls of the dead will not rise.
Tombstones will crumble and
Fall and "I" will never Sleep.

Image 3 (337)
Will I ever exist?
I am abandoned, never remembered.
Smoke in a hurricane.
Who will sing my song?
Defeatist, are never wrong.
I will cut deeper inside to reveal
What true emotions look like on tile.
Life slips and so do I.
Self Damnation,
I will not be buried inside these walls.
But remembered inside your walls.
Memories are black and white.

lost thing poem

English 2020
September 7, 2006
Lost Thing Poem
Just over a year ago I lost the brightest star in the sky.
One night I was watching my star sail across
The sky in a lazy lost at sea drift.
When I woke up my star was gone and before I knew it
An interloper was blocking my view from the only thing that
I looked forward to after every wretched day, my night goddess.
The light blue sky filled with turbulent clouds.
I waited for nightfall but my star was not there,
My precious bead of light,
The beacon I swam towards when lost at sea, was gone.
I waited night after wretched night for six months in the same place
Waiting/staring, wishing/hoping.
Heartache has set me free.

back to school, back to school, got to prove to dad i'm not a fool...

After several drafts( 5, to be exact), I find myself not really caring what ends up on my first blog ever. suffice it to say that I'm dissatisfied with mega corporations, and inflation. I also find it necessary at this time to say that I will never support our current president, George Bush Sr. Yep you read right, why do you think that we are even in Iraq? WMD's? try again Daddy couldn't get re-ellected if his war was still going on so he is having JR. finish his wet work.

But back into the happeneings in my day to day life, I'm really happy this weekend I decided to actually talk with this girl that i like from my english class, she's really smart and she's absolutely gorgeous to boot! i'm really hyped cause today I picked out my outfit for class( if my looks don't get her(( i'm not attactive)) then maybe she'll notice i know how to dress myself and like my for being pretty smart), only time will tell. well that and this blog. i'll keep everyone posted on the goings on in my life and my next posting will include more personal facts and stuff like that so you can "get to know me" although you will probably never know me.

-Adios, it's been a real pleasure typing with you. Colin